I pace the floor trying to think
my mind tries to wander
but its stuck in this cage.
I turn my eyes towards the sky
normally that helps,
but alas this time no.
I turn off the lights and plop down in the bed
normally that helps,
but alas this time no.
I try one last thing
it always works
i try looking to you
for the inspiration i so dearly seek.
Finally a thought comes to mind
only a word or so
then at last a poem forms
and the words start to flow
then at last this small piece of work was formed.
my feelings for you are deep and clear,
but i dare not ever let them touch your ear.
I want to tell you oh so badly,
but alas i am oh so cowardly.
I feel my sanity slipping away,
i am fighting helplessly to keep this madness at bay.
I cannot help it and keep myself sane,
but i feel like i have been so disdained.
The madness is creeping upon me,
oh please just let me be.
The simple cure is to tell you how i feel,
but alas that is a card i cannot deal.
I want to spend an eternity by your side,
forever just me and you.
so I can tell you every waking day,
how much I cherish and love you.
you make my days brighter,
and fill them with so much joy.
I cannot even begin to think,
of my life without you.
so let me take this time to say
something i know I've said before,
I love you,
and i shall forever and always,
feel this way about you.
I guess I should say a little about myself first, huh? Well there isn't much to say about me. In all truth, I'm twenty, around normal height, reddish brown fur, and brown eyes. My biggest interest is what I'm doing now: writing. As far as my love life is concerned, I had a girlfriend but we broke up. Well, she left me to say the truth. Thankfully, though I found someone else to be with; someone who has been there for me and would do anything for me, which leads me to my tale.
It was about 3…no, wait 4 years ago on this very day when my girlfriend decided that she didn't love me anymore, and wanted to try her luck with another girl. I would h
there i am now
looking out amungst the crowd
isolated and alone
misunderstood and misinterperated
and nobody know it
but me.
In there i dont blend inalways sticking out
my movements, long nails, and hair,
fingers are pointed and names called
and nobody knows it
but me.
There you are amungst the crowd
happy as can be, or so you seem,
you dont have my problem
your too quiet and concealed
and no body know it
but me.
I look to the crowd
wishing i was there
but never going to fit in
and a tear falls
but nobody knows it
but me.
The only way to know me
is through the things that i write,
there a dorway is opened
straight to my soul.
Happiness has been caged,
where misery is its master.
Pleasure overthrown,
and pain now reigns.
Gain has been killed,
slewn by loss,
and light has been conqured,
covered by darkness.
The only way to know me
is through the things that i write,
there a dorway is opened
straight to my soul.
As you can tell
inside im weak.
No longer happy am I,
too much pain to go through.
Some peoplesee through this,
happy casing i show
and hope that im ok,
but dont bother to ask.
Others dont even see,
that slowly i am fading.
The o
Life is lost
something not worth living
no matter how you live it
its all the same.
Our final destination
will never change
the poorest of poor,
the richest of rich,
the happiest of the happy,
the most miserable of the miserable
they all will die.
To many life isnt worth it
they turn tail and run
they reach the end quicker
then those who wait.
Life isnt worth it
there is no way to succeed
we all will fail
no matter what we do
we all shall die.
I took a deep breath in like I always do when I set foot in his room, just to see what incense he is burning. Musk was his sent of choice that day. I grew to like that sent, as he burnt it often.
Jake plopped down on his bed and slid under his Egyptian cotton bed sheets. That was just enough to snap me out of my trance and focus on him. He was only visible from the waist up and his chest was bare. He was truly handsome in every aspect, but again, at that time I didn't want to admit it to myself. He stared at me with a smile and patted the bed next to him, asking me to join him. Of course I did so without asking questions, and as soon as I wa
Everytime im with you
a sense of calm overtakes
this love stricken body of mine
and i always smile everytime.
Everytime you walk past
my eyes follow you
as you go by
and trace every detail everytime.
Everytime i come to you
even with the smallest of things
you still help me out
no matter what, everytime.
Everytime you come to me
and i know those times are rare
ill always go out of my way
just to see you smile everytime.
It has been a couple of years since I saw you last.
And on this day our reunion is so sad.
I wish we could be reunited,
on a day other then this,
so my heart wouldn't feel so sad.
It is held in great tragedy,
as everyone stands around looking so sad.
I finally have the courage to approach you.
I kneel down beside you,
tears streaming down my face,
as I whisper a sad and simple prayer,
and stare at your body lying there oh so quiet,
oh so sad.
My tears turn to sobs as I cry on your chest,
knowing that this will be,
the last time that we meet.
If only you knew,
how sad I was,
as I moved your soft hand,
to place on it the rin
There is something about those elusive eyes,
that puts you in a trance.
Those brown vulpine eyes,
gazing timidly at you.
They ask of your respect,
and you're loving care,
for these eyes are going away,
never to be seen again.
Those eyes glisten with a beauty,
that no one can explain,
they are begging for help,
to get rid of their pain.
The eyes turn tail and run,
afraid of you.
If only they know that,
some of us understand,
and only want to help.
The eyes are gone now,
back into the forest,
the one that is being torn down,
to help our own growth.
They try to tell us,
how they feel,
and that we are killing them.
But all
You look at me now,
and feel that I am strange.
You say that I won't make much friends,
or loose the ones I already have gained.
I tell you they understand,
and still you do not believe.
You leave in frustration,
for you cannot make me change.
You still swear that my old friends will leave,
because they think me strange,
but guess what?
If they leave because,
of what I prefer,
and because of what I believe,
then all I have to say is,
they should not have called,
themselves my friends to begin with.
I didnt know what i wanted
when i first met you.
You were nothing but a friend
one who i would already die for.
You helped me out
when my friend found out
thT i liked him
and when he cast me away.
I quickly trusted you
as i told you how much i hurt.
I now know what i want.
I want to be with you
and feel your warm skin against mine.
I want the feel of your arms
gently wrapping around me holding me close.
I want the beat of your heart
to echoe in my ear.
I asked you once
if you fell for me
the way i fell for you.
You said that
you werent sure.
I want you to know
that i love you much,
but wait...you already know,
but mo
I never knew how good life was,
until it was stripped away from me.
My heart feels imprisoned inside a tomb,
a prison I cannot break.
It's locked inside my chest,
the key I can no longer find,
for once again my heart and soul is locked away,
never to be seen by the likes of mankind.
The darkness is overpowering,
my real self sealed away,
the dark and lonely figure is back,
as my kindness went astray.
I live each life inside this shell
the one that you see now.
Bound here eternally on this plane
of solid flesh and bone.
My mind tries to leave
and go to where it belongs,
but this curse binds me here.
This child used to be happy
as his years were young.
At that same time though
this curse was forever cast
changing the way that he would live.
This curse is upon us
but very few see
the things that it does
but i know first hand.
This child now older
has experienced this curse
and its affects
as he charged it head on.
This curse awakening something deep within
the same thing that he came to love.
He may be alone now
but a
Round little circles
with centers cut out.
Hard and small round circles
come in various colors,
and are packed tightly into a tube.
Each color has a different fruity smell,
a smell most luscious and pleasing to the nose.
For the most part these doughnut shaped pieces of candy are smooth,
but the top is bumpy with letters
spelling out what the candy is.
Their taste resembles their wonderful,
fruity smell.
Upon gazing down on these things
a memory comes back to me.
I was only two and a half
in a store that is no longer up.
I popped one of these
into my mouth and started to choke and cough.
My parents weren't there,
and thankf
I sit here now,
gazing out of that solid glass Payne.
Watching quietly as the,
scenery rushes past.
The sight before me,
stabs at my soul.
All the trees are gone,
mother natures beauty.
Human made developments,
litter the once luscious forest.
How could one do that
to the trees,
to the animals,
to Mother Nature?
Humans would say,
it is a beautiful sight,
to see the progress of their species.
But to one such as myself,
all I see,
is the death of nature,
the death of the animal kingdom.
I hope this ones words,
reach out to you.
The words that this one speaks,
are not tall tales.
Please ban together with this one,
and h
Some people call me an angel.
An angel who brings relief,
relief from the despair,
relief from the harshness of everyday life.
Some people call me a devil.
A devil that brings despair,
despair for the families of my victims,
despair for all humankind.
Some people call me evil.
A spirit that brings pain,
pain for all who live,
pain on peoples fears in life.
What do I call myself you ask?
I call myself nothing
for that's what I am.
I only do my job in life
nothing more or nothing less.
Yeah I maybe considered an angel, devil, or evil,
but I only consider myself death.
Death the one who brings relief.
Death the one who brings
The cloak of darkness
blanketed the earth
and the small clearance
of the woods
was cast into the shadows.
The creatures of the night
came out from
their secluded little dens.
The night owls sang
and the crickets chirped
and other animals joined in
playing their joyful song
that they play
every night.
Two foxes come out to play
as the chorus of animals
continued their nightly tune.
The sun rose
its rays piercing the
night air
and the wind carried
the first breath
of morning air.
The animals stopped
and returned
to their resting areas
to sleep through
the blinding moments
and the warmth
of the day.
Night again cree
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Reunion by Chase666, literature
Literature
Reunion
It has been a couple of years since I saw you last.
And on this day our reunion is so sad.
I wish we could be reunited,
on a day other then this,
so my heart wouldn't feel so sad.
It is held in great tragedy,
as everyone stands around looking so sad.
I finally have the courage to approach you.
I kneel down beside you,
tears streaming down my face,
as I whisper a sad and simple prayer,
and stare at your body lying there oh so quiet,
oh so sad.
My tears turn to sobs as I cry on your chest,
knowing that this will be,
the last time that we meet.
If only you knew,
how sad I was,
as I moved your soft hand,
to place on it the rin
Current Residence: i live everywhere and no where at the same time Favourite genre of music: country, a little rock, new age Favourite photographer: dont have one Favourite style of art: it doesnt matter Operating System: windows Vista MP3 player of choice: i dont own one Shell of choice: dont have one Wallpaper of choice: anything furry or gay Skin of choice: doesnt matter Favourite cartoon character: SESSHOUMARU!! Personal Quote: armed with nothing but a pencil and paper this poet wishes to move the world
Favourite Visual Artist
all country
Favourite Movies
im not a movie person
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
i dont have one
Favourite Writers
love most poets i hear
Favourite Games
currently WoW
Favourite Gaming Platform
360
Tools of the Trade
me, my mind, my inspiration, paper, pencils, computer, boyfriend for some inspiration
i know its been a while since i posted. most of you probably dont even remember me ^^
i havent been in the poetic mood the past few months...rather past year ^^
recently i uncovered a group of old writings from high school and i feel lifted right now. it feels good to gaze upon some of my old works. im inspired i guess you can say so im going to try and keep it this time and turn up some good poems again.
those who loved me be prepared to hopefully fall in love with me again.
those who dont know me heres hoping you will fall in love with me too.
love to all
chase
finally i have my story finished...well...retyped ^^
you all know
that one that i gave a little teaser to?
im sure you know
but its finally posted now!
well its me and im still breathing over here. i promise i'll make an actual update real soon. i havent written anything in a very long time and its finally wearing me down. im starting to turn everything i do into some epic and strange tale ^^
so yeah thats all for now.